3 hour countdown

got home ate slept an easy 4-5 hours so I'm awake now knowing I'll have to get up at 6 just 3 hours away not minding not minding the new job mostly liking it keeping fingers crossed writing faster writing more feeling on top of it

note

I've been busy with the new job; started yesterday. also went to a poetry slam, won second prize, and got to bed at too late an hour. having little sleep is always a big challenge. I walk away with a serious sore throat and a headache from a smoky club. the people were nice enough, …

hard knox

Lord, You are with me and protecting me. I now see more clearly into the evil and how it tries to attack me and get me caught up in all of the personal battles. thank You for the clarity. this forces me to realize how sharp the mind must be. when I get to the …

I just want to acknowledge that it is by God's will and arrangement that I landed this job. I pray that we can rise up and become more independent, less of a burden on the family. they're trying quite hard to shake us out of their hair. it's a bad mix up in this life, …

up early

my vacation is about to end. as I could sense it, not only did they decide to hire me, but a position opened up in the graphics department which also happens to be paying just a little more. I'm up "early" and in a good mood. stomach growling, eyes sore from reading short stories. a …

unwanted guests

don't forget who's in charge here. I can feel that violence in the air. I can't completely trust them. they're ready to take your head off, just very slowly, over the years, with tiny saws. hang a new picture. this one. okay. framed nicely. I scratch the leeches off my skin. no response. call out …

daze

the playground is a battleground. you're never gonna get a job. you're never gonna figure out how to get a woman pregnant. kids will say all kinds of things. it starts at stupid-head and takes off. the sky's the limit. I remember a lot of the past and try not to hold onto it, but …